I am contemplating the balance between action and meditation.
Also, in that context, I am deeply emerging myself in the topic of personal and spiritual development and spiritual leadership. My basic assumption goes like this: If we are stuck on the current level of conventional leadership we will fail in this world because "reason" alone will lead us further into the abyss of the rational self-destruction of our planet and ourselves. We need a more developmental framework to develop our own and collective leadership. The "alternative" cultural wave seems to not help either with this as the(ir) spiritual materialism (manifestation bullshit, spiritual narcissism) doesn't change anything for the better it seems, while at the same time regressive forces are rolling back some of the basic achievements of the last century (read Trump, Orban, Seehofer, right-wing populists in any shape or form etc.)